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Me: 25.06.2021       Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse!   In the small town, where I grew up, people accepted you as you were at the beginning but if you dared to change, they didn’t change their mind about you and didn’t accept the difference between the before you and the later you. For them you had to remain what or who you were according to the place in society given to you. What does all this look like in Scandinavia. Greta Thunberg or ABBA seem to me some kind of exception. I could rather imagine that the whole society in these northern societies adapts to new circumstances in the world like they adapt to the harsh winter and a mild summer. But that would mean that their society must be quite free of dogmatism and ideology. For example: Sweden became Christian in the eleventh Century and switched to Protestantism already five hundred years later, only eight years after Martin Luther had hung his ninety-five theses on the church door in Wittenberg. Today, we know that Protestantism was the basic precondition for a modern economy and society in Europe because it doesn’t prohibit loans and interest fees which is essential for bigger business developments and undertakings. So Sweden changed from a world denying Catholicism to a world approving Protestantism.   And finally, tell me about the political situation in Poland! I hear that the government coalition has broken apart.   Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse! You are always with me in my dreams!

Krystina: 27.06.2021 Opposition parties are too stupid, to use the chance and take over management.    I am happy that you are still with me.

Me: 29.06.2021       Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse!   I must tell you! Because I write you a message every second day, that keeps me writing. I can’t really work on my blog because I don’t always have internet access but I can use my computer as much as I want. So, very often I sit and write down my thoughts. The people around me are so dull that I can’t really discuss anything with them. You are my MUSE!   But I still suppose the situation in Poland being much better than in Orbanistan / Hungary, at least there is a kind of opposition in the country. And not only oppositional parties but civil organisations and simple citizens. This is something you don’t have in Orbanistan at all. I can hardly give you the name of a person around me whom I don’t have to explain every five minutes what’s really going on here. In general, I have a big discussion with them for two hours to tell them that every information by the Orban media is just bullshit (he controls nearly all the media in the country and these people here don’t speak or understand any kind of foreign language enough to be able to read or listen to media from abroad). So, after two hours of my influence, they seem to get the point. However, when I meet them again half a day later, they begin to repeat the same Orbanist bullshit about migrants, LMBTQ and so on again, so I have to start from the beginning. They are like chameleons.   Next year in May, there will be parliamentary elections and I don’t see the slightest chance for any kind of oppositional party to win the elections and then get this Orban into jail because Orban has bought and corrupted them all. He has got everything under his control, it’s not only the media, it’s the whole economy. The first hundred and fifty richest people in the country, all belong to the circle under his influence. One can still sell apples on a village market, but if one really wants to make business, one has to talk to Orban or his henchmen first. In Hungary, nothing works without him. And the German industry doesn’t seem to be very unsatisfied with this situation because Orban has changed the labour law in 2012, therefore strikes are practically impossible (for example: one has to secure 90 % of the service to go on strike). For the German industry, it’s much cheaper to give Orban some bribe and then, they don’t have to pay so much tax and get every support from civil servants and from the economy controlled by Orban. I suppose the situation in Poland not being so bad.   And now, imagine me, the rebel! I’m in constant conflict with everybody and everything around me. (probably, that is what keeps me alive! J )   Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse! Yes, I’m always with you and need your mental support!

Me: 01.07.2021       Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse!   The real heroes of history!   Once upon a time, there were two friends on the banana island. They often sat together at the beach and watched the rousing waves. One was rich and the other was poor. The rich always shared his dinner, clothes and house with the poor. Therefore, one day when they were sitting at the beach again, the poor wanted to thank the rich for his benevolence and said: “My dear friend! If it weren’t for you, I would certainly be hungry, cold and poorly dressed.” “Please, don’t thank me!” replied the rich. The poor was a bit confused and thought that the rich had to be a very good monkey. After a while, the rich began to talk: “I feel ashamed that I’m not on your place.” The poor was even more confused and didn’t understand what the rich wanted to say. Therefore, he sat silently and waited for his friend to continue his speech. “Do you remember the history of our island?” asked the rich. The poor nodded. “Today, we have democracy but, of course, there are poor and there are wealthy monkeys on the island. I’m rich because my great grandfather served the kings and tyrants well. He wrote in his memories, of course very proudly, that he had been his sovereign’s best servitor.” Although the poor monkey was rather surprised to hear this, he kept quiet and waited for his friend to continue. “and I also know from my great grandfather’s memories that your great grandfather didn’t want to participate in that kind of society, that he didn’t want to contribute to the kings’ and tyrants’ wealth. Of course, he wasn’t a hero taking a sword and fighting against kings and tyrants in the street. But today, we know that those regimes broke down because there were so many small citizens who boycotted cooperation with those kings and tyrants, that their regime simply broke down economically and that this led to today’s democracy.” The poor monkey had listened all that time with eyes and mouth wide open. “of course,” continued the rich, “if one doesn’t cooperate with the system, one stays poor and even one’s offspring doesn’t have the same chance to make a wealthy life.”   Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse! Although I’m fighting all the time, there is so much tenderness in me and nobody around here to share these feelings!

Krystina: 01.07.2021 I always admire your stories You are my hero!

Me: 03.07.2021

 

Krystina: 03.07.2021 Wow! What a beautiful body! You are every Day more handsome! 😀😘

Krystina: 03.07.2021 Thank you so much for the Pictures! I didn't see you long time

Me: 05.07.2021 As you can see, my hair is rather grey. On the other photos, I was concentrating on taking them, therefore, my face was rather serious. However, you need a smiling Rainer. Each time I think of you, I smile. Here you are! A smile for you!

Krystina: 05.07.2021 I remember the time when you were naked every Day. 🙂 Nice to see your beautiful face

Me: 07.07.2021       Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse!   I know. This was a nice time when I could sit at home totally naked. However, I have some trouble with the battery of the computer, it doesn’t work anymore. Each time, I want to use my computer, I have to use wires. Therefore, I’m behind the house when I take photos and someone could come any moment. Otherwise, you would get many naked photos of me. The computer has so far worked well and I hope it will work well for a long time because that’s the only way I can stay in touch with you.   Sometimes, the owner takes me to the market because he needs somebody to carry the food (meat, vegetables, fruit and so on) into the car. Therefore, I see how much he spends on food. I made a calculation of how much I eat. The result is astonishing: 450 – 500 Euro a month.   Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse! Caresses and kisses for you!

Me: 09.07.2021       Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse!   I’ve just finished a book “Oblomov (1859)” by Ivan Alexandrovich Goncharov (Born: June 18, 1812, Ulyanovsk, Russia / Died: September 27, 1891, Saint Petersburg, Russia). I could well imagine that he was somehow inspired by Johann Wolfgang von Goethe’s “Die Leiden des jungen Werthers”. Goncharov’s depiction of the characters in the book are very detailed and the way he writes about women could nearly make him one of the first feminists. It’s not an adventure story and therefore, not much happens. However, there are many other details about what and how people thought at that time. For example: in his book, a son of German ancestors is depicted very positively but some characters in the book hate people from German descent. This matches with my knowledge about that time in Russia about Germans, Jews and Polish people being despised by Russians. Another example: in his book, some Russians don’t like shares and stock market. Goncharov probably was far ahead of his time. The first stock market in the world was founded in 1409 in Bruges in Belgium. In Tsarist’s Russia, it could have been founded somewhere around the 1840’s or 50’s. He must have noticed that Russia can only compete with western Europe if it advances on the field of finance market as well. Otherwise, the story is a bit like a chewing gum, which means, it’s not really interesting or heart breaking but as an attentive reader, one can get a lot of information about that time out of the book.   Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse! I see you in everything I do!

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