4 Krystina: 22.05.2021 I want work and i have to. Weekends i spent on my daughter's plot. She will  leave me soon to Her own house.  Since You left me I stopped interestong political situation. I don't have a partner to talk about it. Lots od kisses 🙂🙂🙂

Me: 24.05.2021 Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse!   Sometimes me too, I feel a bit isolated (I mean culturally and intellectually isolated). The people around me are rather dull, not interested in anything and just repeating the old slogans and patterns. One can’t really talk to them about anything serious. And even when they listen, I’m not quite sure whether they understand what I’m saying.   Why right-wingers are so frustrated! These people have a lot of rules and regulations, which they call manners and moral. Of course, they use them as a kind of restriction against others. However, while they build moral prisons for others, they themselves suffer under their own restrictions. And when they come to power, one can see them ordering others to fulfil these commandments while they have a life of libertines. For example, they get abortion done in secrecy because they don’t want anybody to know what hypocrites they are; they go to western European countries to participate in gay-sex-parties (do you remember Szájer József, a politician close to Orbán Viktor?); they tell everybody to only visit a local lake in summer while they have an expensive holiday at the Adria; they look into your bedroom while they have orgies with cocaine. Life is difficult for them; actually, it’s a torture because they have to live in lies every day.   Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse! I think of you all the time!

Krystina: 24.05.2021 It is great pleasure to read your messages ❤️

Me: 26.05.2021 Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse!   Do you remember when we were talking via Skype? You inspired me and now, it’s my turn to inspire you!   I’m sure you having heard about the airplane, which was hijacked by Belarussian authorities when it crossed Belarussian airspace. The Ryanair flight from Greece to Lithuania was forced to land in the country, and a dissident journalist on board was arrested. I’ve read something about the journalist’s parents, who live in exile in Poland now. His father was an officer of rank in the Belarussian army and his mother was a teacher in the army. At the age of fifteen, their son began to participate in manifestations against the regime. After a certain time, his parents lost their jobs. The question, which runs through my mind, is when it happened that his parents realized that they have to support their son in his struggle against the regime. Or did they try to convince him to stop to manifest against the regime, telling him that he should integrate into the system? Maybe at the beginning, did they tell him that he was a moral zero? When does it seem appropriate for “normal” people, who work for or just live in a country, to stand up against this same state, against their home country? And how many people will shout at them claiming that they are traitors? The future will depict them as heroes. However, what about the present? Is it difficult to be a hero or is it just a question of being right, of being on the right way while the whole society is wrong and despises this future hero?   Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse! I eat enormously much but walk and exercise a lot too. Therefore, I’m not a fat but strong hairy Teddy bear. Kisses everywhere!

Krystina: 26.05.2021 You must look lovely, forever young and handsome

Me: 28.05.2021 Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse!   In the kitchen, where I work, I can use all the ingredients I want. There is nearly everything, all kinds of meat, fish, vegetables, fruits, spices and many cookbooks. I want to learn how to cook properly as there is nothing else to learn or to do here anyway. Therefore, very often I take one of these cookbooks, open it somewhere at random, look at the picture, read the description and begin to cook a meal for myself. For example: Ingredients: half a kilogram of chicken legs (lower, upper) 1 teaspoon cinnamon 1 clove of garlic half a decilitre of white wine 1 teaspoon of honey 3 tablespoons olive oil salt, pepper another example: pumpkin pie: ingredients: pumpkin 1.7dl oil 25dkg cane sugar 2 eggs 17dkg flour 0.75tk baking soda 1pc ground ginger 0.5tk ground cinnamon 0.5pcs ground cloves 40dkg caramel 6dkg candied ginger Of course, I’m not always successful and mostly it doesn’t look like on the picture in the book but it’s always tasty. That’s the difference between me and the dishes; I still look tasty but I’m getting old and I’m not as strong as before; the dishes on the contrary mostly don’t look so perfect but are always tasty. That’s the illusion of beauty!   Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse! Can you feel as I tenderly bite you where the thigh joins the behind?

Krystina: 28.05.2021 I almost feel your month on my body 🙂 Bite me stronger 😀

Me: 30.05.2021 Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse!   Today, I will inform you about the political situation in Hungary. And here I’m showing you the richest man in Hungary with his new bride. Of course, you’ve guessed it; he is just the puppet of Orbán Viktor. His real name is Mészáros Lőrinc. Many people call him Pénztáros Lőrinc, which means Cashier Lőrinc. He looks so dumb, he can’t even count till three. His newly wed wife has worked for the Hungarian TV. For example: the state sold a coal power station in the Matra mountains for 11 billion HUF to the Orbán puppet, Pénztáros Lőrinc, then he took 9 billion HUF out of the business and sold it back to the state for 18 billion HUF. He bought artificial respiration equipment from the Chinese for 340 billion HUF, which is something like 10 000 devices but only 2 or 3 000 can be used because there is not enough staff in the hospitals. He bought Chinese and Russian vaccine much more expensive than the Pfitzer or others. However, he knew that Hungarian citizens would only be able to travel within the European Union vaccinated with western vaccines. Things like these happen every day in Orbanistan (Hungary) and the list of Orbán’s crimes is close to endless but the followers or believers of Orbán are still not scandalized. They tell you that the socialist party government 2002 – 2010 was much worse than the Orbán-regime is. These are the people around me. However, the only thing they don’t say anymore is that all liberals and left-wingers are gay and softies. Because they have a life example in front of them to contradict their false theories when they look at me.   Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse! I’m like a wolf devouring every little piece of you!

Me: 01.06.2021 Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse!   When children are born and, their way of communication is crying and laughing. When children grow older, they can talk but are still unable to express their feelings and moods properly. Very often, children behave badly. Of course, children are not bad but they can’t really control their feelings and moods. When they have problems or are ill with a headache and so on, they begin to destroy their mates’ toys or hurt others. That’s their way of signalling that something displeases them. Mothers love their children and adapt to every situation, they are never resentful or annoyed. It takes a lot of self-discipline and self-control to react properly to the changing mood of children. Within a blink of a moment, mothers must change from ‘yes’ to ‘no’, from laughing with the child to forbidding something. It takes a lot of experience and self-examination to recognize and control oneself. Right-wingers are like little children. Therefore, I have to adapt my behaviour to their moods, being confrontative when they attack me verbally or physically but being forgiving and friendly when I notice that they need help or would like to talk to me. Not the work in the kitchen is tiresome but to always play the goodhearted father or teacher.   Meine liebliche sexy süße kleine Muse! I take you in my arms and caress you tenderly! Continue with 5!